Trapped in a box of tremendous size it distorts my vision, it closes my eyes attracts filthy flies & pollutes in the skies, it sucks up our lives & proliferates lies. Trapped in a box, trapped in a box, four walls as sky got a screen for a window about two feet wide, my mind rides & slides as my circuits are fried, no room for thought, use the box as my guide. Trapped in a box.
‘Dystopian Uprisings’ by Tom Ordoyno with styling from Alister Mackie highlighting Sarah Burton’s Alexander McQueen FW'16 Menswear Collection x the SS'16 ‘The Rolling Stones’ Issue of AnOther Man Magazine
I really didn’t (still) know how to start this, as I want this to be special but not super detailed long (as I don’t want to take much from your time), you might not know I found super hard to properly write stuff, but even in spanish but well, this is like the ‘warning/apologies in advance’ haha. First of all (or second because first I was blessed, or first err… both? haha), for some divine strange reason(s), coincidence, inevitable destiny or whatever you want to insert here, I met the Awesome One, Ryan (: can’t really say that we saw each other & immediately we were dying & drowning in love, that’s not our story, BUT always thought from the very beginning he was (is) a very cool human, not only because we had some similar taste & stuff, also because he was basically the most respectful guy I’ve ever met from outside my ‘normal’ safe friend circle, I didn’t count that first meeting him as a date as I think it wasn’t for any of us but actually (I ignored this for long time), was the trigger for me, as after a great Evangelion session, we went for food & talked for some time & basically the more he kept talking, I was totally convinced that he is (one of) the most interesting/intelligent person I’ve met since I moved (or even lifetime) (: shit happened of course as it was December, he had intense amount of work hours, I lost my phone & didn’t text him back… blah blah, but one day I was drunk with my best friend & we looked for him & as for me I have so much to thank him, otherwise I might not be with Ryan at the present time… which leads me to the other very important point of this. I met Ryan & then met you! He was (is), already genuine & awesome, but also he is surrounded by amazing people, his family & you! Well, the reason for this is very personal & special for me as I can say it represents yeah him, but all of you as well, you are very important ones in my life & we never know how tomorrow is going to be. I really wanted this for me to remember this whole thing, the series of events, the time when I was super nervous to meet every one & each of you & how much I truly love & care for all of you. I can’t thank you all enough, but see this like as my… kind of a tribute hahaha (: Probably you don’t even know how much you have helped me, but each of you is a like an extra piece of happiness you are the extra cheese & I wanted to have all of you in one, hope tomorrow we don’t hate each other hahaha no, but really, is kind of a reminder that there’s still true ones & amazing people (obviously all of you). *insert here a happy tear & hugs*
Thank you really, as I said before I find a bit impossible to say or write or anything related that can reach at least level 1 of how much I want you to feel but tattooing all of your names thought it was creepy & wouldn’t look great haha
Much love, NICE TO MEET YOU xxxx!
Ps. Spotify decided to play Limp Bizkit’s Break stuff while I was writing the last thing, lyrics of that song & this text have no relation at all, haha D: :P